ok i mean by this tape like my life tape and the dark side in the middile mean my own life or u can say my secrit that i keep it to my self . and u can see the tape look like scale and that mean i have a balance in my life between the happenees and the sadnees . also the tape in the right side it will be red to show the negative in my personalty side and the lift side will be blue to show the postive side